pressure

I have never been good at keeping up a group without feeling the pressure of responsibility eating at me. It gives me such a cruel reality of what it may be like if I ever get noticed for my art and comics....

the group was mostly to sort out and manage leo and i's works in a place where we can both edit what we need to. But I haven't even truly started my journey as a comic author yet, I was just setting out things that may help me....

I don't want to ask people to come look at my work... I want to be discovered by people who will be interested... Its the best feeling when you get noticed because people like your work... but it feels so weird and show off-y when your all like "HEY HEY LOOK LOOK"

but its also good proof that i probably do this for myself more then I think I do. I love making stories and comics for the sake of personal fulfillment of my imagination and dreams.
I may not grow to be popular or rich but damnit I'll be happy as a bug under a rug even if I am living in a small apartment and working at god awful retail.
Just don't take away my imagination, its my soul.

so Im gonna let people just come, it make take a long time but I'll get there! every little favorite and watch means the world to me, when I get a watch I feel like I have a new friend.